It is quite true sometimes if you leave yourself absent from someone who hurt you, they begin to hurt. This is natural. It is fucked up, but a lot of the time they’ll reach out to you, giving you false hope so you break your wall down, again, so they can feel you longing for them; all for a fucking ego boost. Then that sense of trust you feel again, gets shattered and shot to dust when...
Speaking my mind
…feels amazing. It’s definitely going to be a reoccurring event in my life from now on.
If this is a test.
I’m wasting my breath, you’re a stranger I know well & not at all.
going to get myself back into shape.
I’m really sick of people telling me I’m too quiet. If I wanna talk, I will. I’m one of those people that just like to chill and listen to people. I observe everything going on around me and only say something if it’s important. I guess I need to start talking more, I thought I was getting better at it. Oh well it’s whatever.